Now it’s past 5 o’clock in the goddamn morning.

I’ve been up for nearly 24 hours.

1 bowl smoked.
2nd is currently in process.
2 melatonins.
Spinning head.
Deep breaths.
Adrenalline.
Heartache.

This particular kind of insomnia is nothing new.
So why doesn’t it ever get any easier? 

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Saturday, 18th February