Change.
Something I need much more of.
It’s funny because all that’s been happening in my life since August of last year, is change. Probably even earlier than August. Constant change all around me, every day, and still, I need more.
It seems as if everything that I would like to change, won’t, while everything else going on in my life is at a high level of instability, as if on a balance beam that rocks dangerously back and forth.
So what’s a girl to do?
I think I’ve tried everything in my power to try to get the change that I want, where & when I want it, while trying to juggle everything else life decides to throw at me, and nothing has worked thus far.
I guess it all just comes down to changing my perspective.
I can’t afford to let myself get down in the dumps no matter how stressful things get anymore. I need to fucking show something for myself. I’m so sick of all this mediocrity (at best) that is produced from all of my own time and energy. This is not all I am, and it’s about time to prove it.
I just have to stick with my plan, get through the rest of foundation, and once next Fall hits and I am actually concentrating on my major, it’s GAME ON.
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